here i am.

i just feel so empty.
so upset.
so frustrated.
so sad.
so discouraged.

i’m afraid there are no positive emotions flowing through me.

It feels so nice to finish something I’ve been working on for months. My Ghanaian dress is finally finished. =)

This song was written by my good friend Chelsea Dasso. It kind of describes my life in the last year or so…

Crazy

This year’s been crazy
I’ve had ups and downs, been turned around a time or two
But I keep believing
That this road I’m on, the one I’ve crawled is tried and true
Time has taught me, words are spoken, hearts get broken  and our plans change
But love has not forgot me, in the wonder of the thunder, some things remain the same

I don’t regret a single thing, I’ve learned a lesson in faith and patience
I’ve set my heart on things I know are right, and I am not alone

This year’s been crazy
I’ve had to let go of the things I love that I want most
But I keep believing
When these waves have tossed and left me lost, I’ll find the coast
Time has taught me, there’s a reason and a season for it all
But love has not forgot me, though I mumble and I stumble, He’ll never let me fall

I don’t regret a single thing, I’ve learned a lesson in faith and patience
I’ve set my heart on things I know are right, and I am not alone

We toil and struggle seeking meaning in our lives
And finding only strife, though we’ve just begun
And though we battle, we carry ’round our scars
They remind us who we are, who we have become

I don’t regret a single thing, I’ve learned a lesson in faith and patience
I’ve set my heart on things I know are right, and I am not alone

We stand here waiting for a sign
Hope to leave this craziness behind
I’m waiting for the sun to rise on something new
Something beautiful